To cry away a tear

You gave a home of fear,
I cried away the tear.
For many years I prayed,
to find a heart that stayed.
I tried to walk alone,
I tried to find a home,
but in my mind I saw,
the honesty redraw.
Still in my soul I felt,
the hurting of your belt.
To fill my lung with air,
to scream out loud: I dare!
You punished me with lies,
and hid away the skies.
You took away my life,
you carved it with a knife.
Now I stand above,
my soul is filled with love.
But in my childrens eye,
I still see evil smile.